That Moment

That moment when you feel comfortable living in the moment... This phase of your life makes you happy... and you want no one to come along and throw some questions at you and ruin your mood.... You feel you are relaxed in just being... You feel you are happy and strong on your own...

And then someone says something... and it triggers a certain fear in you... and you feel like your world is crashing down... crashing hard... and you fall... with an extremely strong heartache... yes when you feel that pain in your heart... literally... and then comes your tears... which refuse to stop... a series of scenarios start playing in your head... you gasp for breath... reaching out to hold on to something.. but find no hand.... what happened? Where did people go?

In times like this you cannot be alone no? You need someone to just hold you tight and let you cry... to just be there... someone whom you can trust on.. and know that they will be there with you no matter what.... even if you commit a crime, they will still be there... yes... that kinda blind trust... you need someone like that in your life... who will love you no matter what... and not only love you from a distance... but also be with you.. be your support... be your pillow.. be your teddy bear.. be your blankie... be your warm cup of coffee.. be your tubs of cold ice cream... be your pajamas... be your comfort food... be your soothing music... be your soft bed... Even if you know everything will be alright... you still need that one person to make you believe in it...